Hi Open,

I cannot seem to figure out how to post a question here and so I am adding my question as a comment to this post I came across.

I have been going through a Kundalini Awakening for a year and a half and 3 months ago things took a very bad turn. I had a series of experiences of energy going straight to the brain and creating an explosion feeling after an excessive amount of orgasms in a row. I was able to do this much more than should be possible I realize now because it was the kundalini energy. I had been deep in panic and had been trying to relieve the panic through orgasm not thinking that this was manipulating the Kundalini energy or that it could be dangerous.

I am now in a very, very primitive state and have suffered massive cognitive decline, very serious memory issues, lack of emoiton and personality and have very little functional ability. I feel as though I am losing touch with reality and it is very scary. I am unable to think properly at all or to feel connection with my loved ones. I am just surviving. I cannot work and cannot take care of household responsibilities. 

I am hoping and praying that this state can be reversed, that my cognitive functioning can return, that my memory, emotions, and sensitivity can return.

I am well aware that this issue was caused by Kundalini and there is little that can be done psychiatrically when this is the case. 

I feel completely desperate for a ray of hope, for a solution or a path to healing and recovery.

Any advice offered or anyone that you feel could help me would be so appreciated. 

If there is a better way to reach out please let me know.

Warmest wishes,

Angela