Hello!

I have always been spiritual since a kid. And had a spontaneous Kundalini awakening 11 years ago in my first yoga class. I made a decision 2 years ago to leave an unhealthy relationship and literally felt a vortex shift around me with declaring it. Then I started to shift into 5D progressively. Now... In August I had a moment of samadhi and self realization which completely shifted my consciousness and I am struggling with the existential shock of it but I completely see how it was necessary and part of my mission and soul blueprint. So... What should I do about the feeling like I am dying and the subconscious gripping of the ego... Just lean into it as much as I can? Everything in my life shifted recently... All my habits and sleep patterns ... Time no longer exists. Only the now. But I have a couple attachments I cannot set down. One is the ego causing ruckus and the other is to a person. No matter what I do I cannot let go. I just feel a little all over the place. Is this normal? I realize I already lived this way for 2 years but the real kicker was the shifting into higher self perspective. My wall literally came crashing down then ... No more protective growth bubble LOL. Any advice? Thank you so much

Blessings-

Cybil Hopkins