Adventure of a lifetime
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What an incredible week...It was the greatest gift to be with you all...time was both fast and so incredibly full. I felt so completely at home being with you all - sharing physical space, enjoying amazing meals, deep, powerful work, so much play and lightness, open-heartedness, adventure!!
Coming into the course I felt strongly to get all new tires on my car before I set out on the journey...what a feeling that was - a perfect mirror of feeling a greater confidence in my vehicle as it meets, the ground, the road...navigating the potholes and the flooded places with a sense of being anchored within myself. This is very new to me...and it was spectacular to witness the beingness that comes naturally when I am rooted inside myself...how simple that is...to know and feel me while in relation to others. It's very exciting for me =) and I feel massive excitement about how this is unfolding and bringing me into a joyful expression of the energy here in a physical way.
I see things lining up before me...areas that have challenged me such as frustration at perceiving that I must bear the effects of others lack of taking ownership, hearing and sharing impact without blame, and allowing feelings like anger and judgement to be felt inside without needing to project...to focus on my own self-realization in the moment and then right action will come from there...these are the thorny areas for me right now that I am seeing and experiencing the way through...synchronistically after we dispersed I stepped into a 2 cm thorn that went right into the side of my right foot at the base of the big toe.
On our last day we spent some amazing time connecting to our soul guides/groups and then set off for some free wheeling time in town. The word bell kept spiking as we headed into town. I had exactly 5 pounds in my pocket, (I had left my wallet behind and Kim graciously lent me some cash in case something came up). Almost immediately, I saw a sign for a place called bow bell and it caught my attention...but it was literally a sign for a place further up the road...so I continued on, sure that I was going into this place to connect to something as yet unknown. Just as I arrive at the front of the shop, Tonya (aka Truly as I felt to call her =)), tells me "have you seen this place, I feel like there is something in there for you" lol!! Just in case I missed everything else, here she was expressing the flow - thank you!
So, I walked in and was immediately drawn to a tall glass full of ceramic white feathers dipped in silver on the ends. I picked one up and felt waves of warmth and connection through my heart center radiating out. It felt like a gift, but the cost of 5.75 so I stayed with the feeling a bit longer and thanked for the connection and went to leave the store. Just as I stepped out though I felt strongly guided to go back in, that it was meant for me and to ask how much they were. Turned out they were half off and I could cover it quite well with my 5 pounds. I love it...a beautiful reminder of the connections that were made,
What beautiful souls you all are and I feel so incredibly lucky to have been in this hallowed space with you all...it was truly timeless and I will carry it with me in always.
Open and Trinity - thank you for a magical, heartwarming adventure.
Sending love to you all!
Jen
