Hi Mark - great to hear from you - wonderful that you're being brave and 'stepping out' with your expression *OK*

First thing - your post sounds very articulate indeed, so you come across in this format very tuned into your process.

So maybe it's emotionally in connecting with people face to face that's more the issue?

You're a beautiful soul with an incredibly friendly, helpful and accommodating nature.

If I was to feel where you might start to look, it would be in this last point. Often our greatest gifts also conceal our distortions/weaknesses.

So potentially, with someone who is so wonderfully accommodating (strong ray 4), there's a tendency to override their own soul. It then becomes difficult to express because the soul gets buried a degree - so aspects (various other rays) might then be retarded from coming through.

I would explore in this area. How might you do that?

By working to honour your flow and your boundaries more, especially around other people. If you do this, it's likely to activate discomfort. And if so, that would be exactly the area to confront and work through. I'd say this might be where you find those nuggets of emotional soul gold!

Sending love

Open *give_rose*