Just wanted to say thanks for inviting us in, Trinity and Open. I appreciate the photos and delectable cuisine and tuning into the energy.

It's been a hugely challenging week feeling into deeper and deeper layers of childhood and teenage identities and links to prior incarnations, re-cognizing how I project and create from false illusions. It feels hopeless at times. Like I'm never going to break through and let go. The smallest of 'similar' experiences tap into excruciating pain from trauma down through the eons. It's impossible to convey how I feel to those around me. Doing my best to accept and allow my emotions to flow through me without attaching. Meanwhile, when I try to go 'there', I'm being told how fortunate and lucky I am. Which is true in the big picture but it feels like suppression. Which feels like a reflection of not feeling worthy of being heard. I'm grateful for this forum where I know I'm accepted and understood.

Much Love to all,

Cathy