Hi Jen, thanks for your sharing. I love this part

"What I feel now is both an acceptance of "where/how" I am with all the places I get stuck too- and also a fiery passionate will to let all that doesn't serve me burn in the deep cauldron within. Smile I feel strongly that the Soul is guiding the journey and though I resist in places, I know the Universe will keep reflecting to me what is going on in me and I will get it and move through it."

I do have self-blame going on. I'm so clear that I know when soemthings about to happen and I've got a habbit of avoiding things but that just keeps me in the same place. Sometime to feel I need to focus with all my energy and sometimes i become a bit obsessive, scared they're going to fade away so easily again. Sometimes to feel things it feels like i need to walk through the fight and flight mode and walk right into the heart of things as theyre happening. Thanks for sharing about compassion because I've fallen for victim mentality in the past I don't find it straightforward how to be with those aspects of me that are a works in progress.
Love
Bianca