Thanks for the kind words of feedback Rich, Jen and Kristian *OK* Kristian its absolutely fine to be uncertain. In the Openhand philosophy at the core of every distortion is a hidden truth - locate the truth, express it, and then the distortion falls away. The truth we're looking for is an expression of beingness - in this case it would likely be the "ray 3 questioning principle" of the soul. It questions exactly what is authentic reality - it keeps you connected into the consensus consciousness, without which, you couldn't fully explore your karma. But yes, this principle easily gets owned and becomes an identity - "the questioner/doubter". So allow yourself to question, but then keep exploring what feels like your highest truth. When you do the level 2 5GATEWAYS course, I'll share Openhand's spiritual compass and how to work with it. It's about discerning your true alignment in the moment. That doesn't mean it will always feel perfect - but when you get in the density and disconnection, you'll know how to align with your highest truth more. Namaste Open