I had this realisation a month ago now. I just figured that we might not have that much longer left, so I need to go for it! Get cracking on all those things I want to do, and relationships I want to enjoy and make good. And since then, I've been having a great time! It's coincided with some rare periods where I've had a bit of time off parenting responsibilities, and I've let go of the need to be busy all the time, and have been going with the flow whatever that means. It's funny because tonights news is all about recessions and the extent of plastic pollution and crazy weather, and then I remember it's often all about paradoxes. It feels like the world is ending, but somehow it feels like something is just beginning too, and it's exciting! Sometimes terrifying but exciting too! And I feel very alive right now :)