My Dear Margaret - you are not alone! You are never alone!

Let the energy be your protector now, and those that you recognise speak from the energy be your friends and mirrors.

I doubt very much whether it's a brain disorder. I've worked with many who've felt that way at this stage on the path. I feel like you're accelerating through Gateway 3 - into Transfiguration.

In this place, there will be two strongly competing influences going on inside - and inside your head. There'll be the old reality, which will have systems of behaviour you're used to - the old Margaret. And you also building a new, multidimensional landscape - the "movie". Except this new "movie" is more real than reality!

This multi-dimensional movie is mostly perceived in a physical way through the right side of the brain. And it does take time to integrate left and right as the Transfiguration kicks in. It tends to highlight the separation in both sides. And it takes time to break up the old neural pathways and reconnect new channels.

The Asian man that you see is important at this stage. He's either figurative of your higher self speaking to you, or else an important guide that reflects aspects of your higher self. And the dragon will almost certainly relate to the unleashing and flow of kundalini.

So don't worry - you're not going crazy! Far from it. You're awakening to a new you beyond imagination by the ego - the kind of thing great movies are made of.

Just one final word of advice - be discerning about who you share these experiences with in your vicinity. The majority will not 'get it'. Even most 'awakened' people are only partially awake and struggle with the impact of full blown kundalini. Look for a buddy to share with as you progress through this transition. Someone aware of such matters who you can communicate with on a regular basis - even daily.

I felt kundalini activating in you on the level 3 course last year and recently on the facilitator gathering here at the centre. Remember, I'm available to facilitate all in the facilitator network - of which you're of course now a part.

This is awesome! Totally awesome! So keep working with it. Keep pushing through. Follow the synchronicities. Keep integrating the shifts and experiences. Before long you'll be living the movie - and it will be breath-taking.

Open *OK*