Hi Atlantis - nice to meet you, welcome to Openhand

Experiencing a soul exchange is indeed a deep and challenging process - or at least that's how I've found it. Maybe it's more difficult when the being is older, yes. There's a lot more bodily/mind consciousness to transform. For some time I had two auras and had to work pretty hard to get through the old density.

I guess to some, it may sound kind of glamorous, but as you're probably aware, it's anything but. Because it deeply challenges those who've related to the previous soul and don't have a context through which to understand what happened.

So yes, a sense of guilt was something I had to confront too. There were two ways I was able to deal with that: (1) I knew that everyone draws the experiences they need, including my biological family too. And even though I didn't try to explain, I made sure they could feel it at a soul level, which helped greatly. (2) I looked at the bigger picture, that I knew it was for a selfless reason that it happened. It wasn't something I intentionally undertook, although when the opportunity became available, a soul 'contract' ensued.

So yours sounds fascinating because of the 'trans-gender' - is that right? That as a male soul you came into a female body? That said, yes it's my knowing that souls don't have gender. Although if a soul has a strong ray 1 (divine masculine energy), then it will feel masculine. Bearing in mind that the polarity can flip between incarnations - so the Twin Flame aspect, your divine compliment, might then incarnate with a more feminine polarity.

Thanks for sharing - these are complex metaphysical concepts to understand and integrate.
PS - fascinating that posted today, the car crash in which mine began happened on this very day 16 years ago. It's my birthday - Don't you just love synchronicity!

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