Thank you both for sharing! I would be willing to bet that you are already shining far more than you think you are and that you actually accepted your roles and gifts long ago with your heart. The work you are doing now is part of the shield building process that is vital to the work of an enlightened and loving soul. One of my favorite movie quotes always sums it all up for me:

"Everything that you could ever want or be, you already have and are." -I Heart The Huckabees (movie)

Meanwhile, I will meditate for your wounds Anastasia and will be available to you if you ever need to talk. My email aphroheidigraff@outlook.com welcomes you.

Vimal your words are profound and the seeker in your soul is definitely on the right path in the right time and I appreciate your sharing and will meditate for your wellbeingness (you've inspired a new word ;).

I wrote this poem after reading your comments (for some reason my GPS giving directions interjected itself, tee hee!

Not Just Along For The Ride This Time

Fasten your seatbelts.

I was furious, I was petrified, afraid of what they’d see inside

My soul yearning and burning for the ride, but afraid to take it.

Make a legal U-turn if possible.

I am no longer stagnant. I am LOUD.

I am not ashamed because I am PROUD

I will not be moved. I will not be muted.

Take Exit 111 on the right.

I am supported by the Universe, the angels, the source, the light.

I no longer feel undeserving of my plight.

Third Eye vision, now my sight.

No longer only good “despite”. I invest in me.

Not careful, not realistic, having no limitations.

Unattached to what I heard and cried with powerful lamentations.

The light I am here, Chakras in flow, embodying the highest of vibrations.

Conscientious for the world and conscious of my breath.

I am compassionate for myself now, not just all the rest.

There is always plenty and I am always enough.

All I know and those I love are in ALL WAYS enough.

You have arrived at your destination.

Love, Light and All the Good Stuff to you!

Namaste,

Aphroheidi

"This light of mine isn't so little..."