Thank you Open for posting this today! Lately I have been feeling the ray 4 coming through strongly as to bring up and resolve distortions within a family situation, but ahh damn it's terrifying. I carefully started the conversation but now I have to take a next step, and I notice I'm having a hard time to blend it with empathy and compassion, to see the 'ancient light' behind it, and just want to blurt out my truth in an angry and blaming way. Not to mention the challenges of feeling if the other is ready to hear something or not. And I keep trying to use all this as excuses why not to talk and to keep postponing the conversation. Before I could still convince myself I don't care but I DO. I guess it comes down to feeling some compassion towards my own distortions first, to let go of the need to be liked or to maintain "harmony", and not wanting to rush to a conclusion but sit with all the messiness. Pff it's hard.

Hannah