Visitors
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I just want to say first off how amazed I am that you all are so brave in sharing your experiences! Thank you!
I'm pretty sure I've had a visitor (grey and helper/pudgy lil dwarf guy, hard to explain) a very long time ago. I was numb, head to toe, could not move. At that time my children were very young so I was in over protective mode.
Well, to make the story short I recall being very angry and kind of had this burst from within and what I call my internal wolf/beast/just me, shot forward as I sat up in bed and just said NO, then as I looked around I saw shadows and I said no, get out now!
It could of been psycho symptomatic for all I know because I had read about these happenings a few years earlier, and I was going to need a body part removed. I cant recall any other time this happening to me until about a year ago I had the weirdest experience of my life. To say that for me, is huge. Because - going to try and be brave here, its a bit hard for me to let people know me. I've had to do a lot of overcoming of childhood extreme abuse happenstances, conditioning of being not accepted, understood, heard, and worst of all the oftentimes - Can you dumb down yourself for me type behaviors from people close to me and not so close. Then the upturn of having my life saved on more than one occasion by other world entities, that I call Angels. Ive seen them, walked with them, talked with them - even told one face to face, you are an Alien! Which really did not go very well at all, they don't seem to have much humor.
Back to my experience (before I delete this and run and hide in a dark room somewhere LOL)
I was standing in my kitchen, making my Grandson lunch. I had my back turned to him and out of nowhere came this voice calling my name. At first I was a bit annoyed and then my name was called really really loud again. I turned around expecting to just, oh I don't know, just know one of the Angel's were there or something and were demanding my attention. But nothing was there. It actually made me just stop, I just stopped in my tracks and went extremely silent internally. Trying really hard to decipher where, why and what of this "thing" calling my name. I got no answer at all, which annoyed me even further and of course piqued my curiosity.
Well to make this short, I have no answer on who what where or why of this voice calling my name. Ive contemplated, Ive meditated and just when I think OK it must be this, this or that. I go to the other extreme of mentally throwing up the visual of a dictionary and saying out loud, Here, grab a sentence dammit, try this.. Its chock full of words we put together to form sentences. Try it sometimes, good grief man lol!
Well, its a year later and I still have no real solid concrete knowing of what the H is going on, but I have learned a new shielding type technique that at the very least has made the random calling my name sound further and further away.
And welp, there you go. I will more than likely panic a lot inside, but I found this site in a roundabout way in my search to decipher the "calling my name thang"
So whatcha think?! Is it a grey?!! Is it a human, is it a good grief I have no idea lol :)
Phew, ok then I'm totally traumatized by this but I'm trying to maintain some semblance of humor which is never a bad idea you know.
Wyndè
