Hi Zoe,

I feel for you. I know many are going through similar. I described my predecessor's experiences, Chris, when he awoke in a similar situation.

As he initially worked to emerge at the soul level, the pushback was immense. The external world, and those in it, will often resist, push back, or even fight to keep you quiet in the box. It's because you're expressions challenge the fabric of normalcy they're bound up in. You actually become a threat to the comfortable limitation they're living in. Why? Because they also know that change would be better for them, but are resisting it.

At times, yes, it can feel like you're going a degree crazy, in the face of all of that - where you're feeling the inspiration to be something different, something that is uniquely you. It can quickly feel like overload.

Back then, for Chris, the perfect stranger presented for to unload with (not to unload upon, but with). To express and let it all release. This was immensely helpful. Because it helped him touch the feeling that was uniquely him. Past all the mental constructs about who he was supposed to be. It reveals a profoundly intimate sense of self. It's a feeling of rightness. And when you touch it, you know there's no going back to the way it was.

It sounds like your partner is ready to change also.

If you're brave enough to keep stepping forward, keep inquiring, and challenging to a degree, you may well find that things start to steadily unravel in an unexpected, and very positive, way.

Well wishes
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