Yes, this is what is happening to me now.

Sometimes it is really brief, sometimes there is some time, not only with filters, but also with people who are obviously mirroring me. One of the crazy things that are happening now is that I meet people who are the way I was when I was a child or a teenager (have certain aspects and features I had).

And then I can clearly see how I relate to those parts of myself through them and discover that they are still here. this is a challenging process.

Why part of the process demands filters, while others are very clear mirroring?

I thought of maybe assistance to deal with the stuff I would suppress, dissolve or deny. Maybe filters allow to have a much more vivid and full on experience, making it hard to ignore?

I am sorry, but I have many questions hhh:

One of them is how can I know when it is an Eddy current and when it is a filter? Because the feeling is very similar and I feel that I tend to dissolve the feelings and avoid life (in general).

And the last one is how did you know when to engage and dive into the experience to go through it and when you are heading into the distraction? It seems that the universe is much more tricky than the mind can even imagine, luckily, so I kind of never really know until I try, but then many times I find out I got lost a bit.

I guess both questions ask the same: how do you allow the filters to act and work with them with commitment, don't get lost and sucked into the distraction loop, but at the same time don't dissolve the experience so you can learn the lesson?