If I may add that the process of the filters switching can be rather confusing, destabilizing and painful, especially if there is any attachment to the filter and resistance to the transition. It took me some time to learn to react fast and switch and adapt faster than I blink.

A question: can a filter go and then come back in other circumstances if the attachment is not processed completely in previous times?

Because I personally experience the same stuff, as if the filters go, then come back, each time it gets deeper and deeper and more intense, but I am also more aware and feel more details.

And the last question/problem I have with it is that some part of me is dissolving the experiences because I know all this is not real, it's some kind of game, illusion. It is not mental. I have this feeling since I can remember myself, as if "come on, it can't be real".

I just can't take it all seriously enough until I get a really big kick. Then I can't dissolve anymore, because things become tough. Is there any other way?

Thanks :)