This definitely mirrors my own experience, which this morning feels like a full on energetic attack, causing me to need to constantly work to stay embodied through aggressive agitation of the Sacral and Third eye. It is easing a fair degree now, but it's been a battle.

First, let me say hats off and thanks for all the work you Open, and each of the openhanders are doing - you are true unsung heroes.

After my question yesterday about the intervention using other people to derail those in the shift, I experienced an answer in my own life.

My mother in law was in our house when I came home and was watering our garden because to her the plants looked too dry. She then went about commenting on dirty spots that need cleaning and also how we deal with our finances. It got to the point where she was literally shouting at us, telling me that I don't know that that's the way life is.

Of course the first question to ask is why have I attracted this energy (2 mother-in-laws in a row like this) - it's clear I'm being invited to be fully present in conflict and stick up for myself, something I've shied away from in past. So I told her it's not ok to come into my house with this energy and asked her how she would feel if I came and did the same in her house. She responded with an emotional explosion directed personally at me. She is also telling my partner she should leave me (as an aside, our relationship has been feeling very aligned recently after a lot of resolution earlier this year).

It left me with some processing as I felt some fluttering anxiety in the sacral. I felt a strong upwelling of sovereignty and clarity afterwards. This morning I don't feel the internal reaction, but rather a bombardment of energy, seeking to take me out of body a degree and then implant anxiety and certain thoughts. I've been working to simply sit in the unresolution of the conflict, where anxiety has no hold over me. Then, be very clear that there is no room for anything except my own energy in my field. As I said, it's easing.

It is a battleground out there sometimes, but it only makes us stronger! The shadow simply exposes itself.

Much love,

Rich