Hi Open,

What you've shared in this article makes a lot of sense—especially the part about the imposter.

I've been observing myself for a long time and have noticed that I seem to lack the quality of compassion. (By compassion, I mean a felt sense of: "I see you, I see your pain, and I understand how it hurts.") Even though I have empathic qualities, I'm not always able to hold someone compassionately. What I’ve noticed instead is an overamplification of Ray 1 (which I came to understand better through this article).

In some ways, I was enjoying it—because my Ray 1 had been dormant for a long time. But at some point, I realized it was no longer aligned. So, I asked myself: What is the truth behind all this?

Then I saw that there's a deep yearning in me to break through all the illusory layers. I also wanted others to do the same, which was reflected in the way I engaged with people. Because of my focused approach, I wasn’t able to pick up on the subtle invitations to play with other frequencies.

As I write this, I feel a pain in my heart piercing through to the shoulder blade. I suspect the presence of an implant—something like a deep hole, also connected to the throat. There's still so much to inquire into.

Thank you🙏

Soumya🌟