I had to read it two times to actually digest the message. At first there was a feeling of overwhelm, processing all of these is beyond me,but yes have been doing it for some considerable years and whether it like it or not , my life is influenced by it and I'm processing it as well. So why not go fully in.

What really stood out for me is poverty consciousness from family lineage and feelings not being good enough created due to the class system. The later has been much prevalent when I grew up with my family. I also resonate with what you wrote - you have to allow yourself to feel into scarcity - and not block them out. I think there are ways to block them out by adopting particular behaviourism of dependency to the external or a life of doing. But soul leaves no choice by direct confrontation which feels right. And there has been some pretty good breakthrough in that regard - witnessing how opportunities and support comes from a place where mind cannot imagine. And that feels good - to take ownership and responsibility of the self by knowing I'm creating both the shadow and the aligned aspects of myself. And the more I see it, there's more impulse to turn into the aligned aspect and test it a little more!

I have been really enjoying my creative process for the last few weeks, months through music, blogs etc. But I can also see how this creativity becomes stifled as it's directed towards an outcome the mind perceives. I know it's never about the outcome and it's a continues process of letting go. In the last gathering, I had experienced, the golden tara energy of dancing light where it's just creating for the sake of creating and not need anything beyond that. But if we are building up a platform for example, then there's a sense of direction and it can be easily misdirected. It's a bit complex to discern what is my aligned impulse and what is an intervention.

I have been fascinated with what AI can do regarding the creative process like it can create any image in the world in a few seconds with a prompt which is pretty impressive. I wonder if you give energy to it, then if it can influence us through the field by implanting images. I had a sleepless night with this energy. What is naturally coming through the inquiry is to allow space for natural spontaneity to rise by immersing myself more into the unknown and let creativity shape from there. That could be the antidote. And ofcourse patience.

Vimal 🙏