Dear Open ,

Yesterday evening I felt what can be best described as deep waves of fear in my field . I was able to be present with some of it but then distracted myself. Today morning I finally finished your book “ Resurrection”. I was just unable to take in the last 20 percent for some reason and clearly something shifted and I took in some of it ( there is still the portion that describes the shift that I dissociate when I read - in recognition of the devastating impact it will cause my 3 D self )

Right now ,after entering myself I am feeling what I can best describe as wave upon wave of energy that touches some resistance in my field ,goes back then comes back in again . ( Am I feeling the earthquake ?)

All the themes you describe above ,are feelings that I have dealt with in my recent past after breaking up with someone who described himself as a Sigma male but couldn’t embody the internal detachment along with deep surrender it implies. Which wa sa perfect mirror of course to my own inner wounding about power and validation. I am however ,learning to be with my all-one-ness .

It’s quite a deep exploration for me and rather humbling look at a tendency to first give up power and then try to get it back via a powerful masculine presence . Who is hooked in because of a lack of connect within to his inner feminine .

As I am working through it I am getting glimpses of a deep flow state with a heart centre that is extremely powerful in her Be-ing . Without the need for any worship or even acknowledgement. Where she walks ,the air changes .

I am looking forward to meeting in Resurrection today .Have a wonderful day everyone !

Megha