Hi Open and everyone,

I FINALLY found my PW and got in here. After a hard blow to the back of my head I've been dealing with some balance and vision issues but refuse to go to any doctor. If I got a concussion I don't want to know. I'm assuming I just knocked my senses out of whack.

I've noticed the 11:11 pretty much daily if I glance at the clock. I found it interesting about the cancer in the apple. I've kept some apples from my orchard in storage in my cold mud room and some of them started getting rot spots in them. I felt that was a synchronicity to what you were talking about here.

I've felt anxiety quite a bit, mine or the planets I don't know, probably both. I've worked to keep my chakras open and spend some time outside in the sun and forest. Not sure what's been happening in the Middle East but I guess my bucket list is to just meet a soul mate if one's here on the planet at this time and grow healthy food. My bucket list isn't a big one because planet earth doesn't appeal to me much lately. I just turned 68 on Sunday and have been meat-free 28 years now. I've been intermittent fasting well over a year now and was doing a celery juice cleansing for about a week when I had the fall incident in my bathroom that hurt my head. Wondered if something cleansed out into my bloodstream and caused me to lose consciousness for a split second so that I fell backwards.

I'm constantly hearing people say I should be a stand-up comedian on a stage but I don't feel to do that, though I will still be funny. The blow to the head really took away any desires to do much for a while now.

I wondered if the blow to the back of my head would affect my kundalini awakening but I trust it'll get there. I'd got up at almost daylight and was in the bathroom when I turned off the nightlight, turned to walk out of the bathroom and was holding the countertop to let my eyes adjust to the still almost darkness. I never knew I was falling straight back and hit the back of my head on a metal floor lamp base that was in there for when there's power outages. I did hear a big crash but didn't know I fell, was just stretched out flat on the floor. It took some time to orient to my surroundings but I could not push myself up off the floor so had to scoot on my backside inch at a time. All the way to my bedroom where I struggled to pull myself up into the tall bed. It was daylight by the time I did all that. I ended up having a hard ridge across the base of my skull for a while and I'm pretty sure it was bruised. (Mama always said I had a hard head...) Since then, I've had the balance and visual issues. I figure in time it'll fix itself. So, you say we attract every experience so I must have needed that head bang. Don't know why, but it happened. It sure slowed down my functioning and thought processes.

But I finally found my way to the new password after a few wrong tries and here I am. At least I've been able to read your comments because your things come to my email inbox, thankfully.

I'm excited to get in here and can't wait to hear the new podcast. I don't want to log out and forget where my password is so I hope when I turn the computer off, I can still just come here and I'Il still be logged in. I want to catch up on the latest trips you've been on. I've missed y'all and I'm happy I got into the site today.

I never make New Year's Resolutions but decided it was time to make one this year that I know I can keep. I'm going to be more ornery than ever and I've lived up to that every day so far. Just verbal orneriness that makes people bust out laughing. I bust out laughing every single day. It sure helps with the craziness in the world.

I love y'all!

Sherri still the Sunny one