Dear Openhand,

i'm going into my third week free wheeling around the south of the UK having quit my job and starting up an alternative project. The first few days were testing emotionally but i'm receiving Star Being support to realign my consciousness. Today I was brought to a site that was used by the RAF during WWII, mined for granite in the 50's, used as landfill in the 60's and 70's, to fill the holes, and then covered over and made into a Nature Reserve. It's a very beautiful place, on the surface. However, having sat some time, going deep into meditation, I met with the pain of Gaia, and the realisation that it's Game Over on this planet, it's a matter of time. Not enough time to get deluded with projects and plans, there are things that can be done that are of benefit, but it is moving the furniture on the proverbial Titanic. I have repeatedly heard this and reserved judgement, i've been neither here nor there, I did not know. But i'm being shown, given quality time attuning with the land, which at times has spoken to me. Sat on this site feeling the sense of despair, hearing car after car speeding recklessly nearby. I don't know if there can be a reconciliation. I'm going to stay here tonight to be in communion. And of course, it'll be nice to be more aligned with authentic soulful expression in new work, but it's being put into perspective for my individual being. The priority is to be in total continual soulful attunement.

And below a silly poem I wrote before this realisation sobered me today.

The work continues..

Namaste

Starsky 🌟

What is and what is not?

Do not seek from else or others

Or you’ll be estranged from self

Though ask what can I give to?

Now that is a question!

Then go on alone (& Openhand)

And everywhere you meet It

It Is You (a part of you)

Though you are not It (any)

Understanding in this way (!)

Is to merge with Much Muchness,