Dear Open ,

I am continuing to undergo some extremely intense experiences . Karma continues to rear its head. I have recently moved to a new organisation ( the old one felt too small !) and have immediately stirred a hornets nest as the prevailing regime which consists of a rather bullying team of physicians are extremely disgruntled by me holding my ground . I have started things off with a bang :)

Expectedly I am being called to work deeper and all my codependent tendencies as well my tendency to avoid confrontation and dither from speaking my truth are now at the fore. It is continuous often tearful practice. What keeps me going is the willingness to ask at all times -what am I feeling in all my chakras. And progressively soften into the tense muscles in my base and the constriction in my throat. In meditation I am reliving many past lives especially Sirius past lives . I saw a series called Earthstorm recently and the sight of Tsunamis and volcanoes seems to have rekindled a memory spark of helping souls through similar cataclysms .

I am reminding myself of staying within the Torus and with my Truth at all times. It is a constant practice ! And yet within the massive inconvenience ,is the spark of a new me ( This me is way more forthright ,confident and unafraid of popular opinion compared to the last iteration . )

This is a piece of art I made in the midst of all the intensity :)

Deep Bow to all my fellow travellers

Megha