I wanted to add, though you likely already considered this, to me the laying of the groundwork and the unexpectedness of the outcome is also reflected in the fact that you spend years building something called Avalon Rising and then suddenly, you were done :D

I also want to add that if I put all this news aside and feel what it means to me and does to me, then it's a pretty non-spectacular feeling that can be best summarized as 'ok'. It's not that I do not understand the significance of this, it just doesn't feel as... awesome? as I would expect it to feel. That does make me intellectually question how to approach this and what that says about me, but if I remain truthful, at a feeling level, there isn't really much going on for me.