Oh yes, seeing it from a chakra viewpoint makes so much sense; i'm forcing the lifelong 3rd chakra issue that has held me back for so long. Deep-seated feelings of low self-worth. Everything that's happened is shoving me (or me shoving me) deep into the heart of the wounds. i'm second-guessing myself a little if leaving the really challenging situation was best for me, but i chose being able to still function as the person i had moved for was witholding even basic needs such as showers and kitchen use. i guess i could have made it work but i've been living in a survival fashion for some time and had hoped things would get "better". Maybe i should have stayed and faced it and worked through it and then jumped off the edge into the unknown (no place to live) which is a huge fear, and faced that too. i chickened-out. But now i get it. At the very least i have grist for the mill and will use the memory of the experience to work through. Then maybe the next initiation i'll stand firm and breakthrough. 💙🙏