Thanks Open for posting this just now, so much of it resonates with me - perfect timing as always!

It has been feeling like nothing is flowing for me, blocked at every turn, made so much worse by the sense of losing my connection and no idea of whether to keep trying to resolve things or just let them go because they are not aligned with my journey. Your analogy of being in the pupal stage has often come to mind, especially as my 'rational' problem solving mind has felt like it was full of mush, unable to even decide what to have for dinner or even if I can be bothered to cook it.

I have been sitting with the pain and frustration, expressing it as it comes up (boy, have I got through a shedload of tissues) and working to remove energies which felt like they were exacerbating or feeding off the emotions. Yesterday, feeling tired, angry and frustrated I expressed it was going to take more than this to stop me and today I am feeling a bit clearer in myself, with more of a sense of connection, so I'm hoping this is a glimmer of light at the end of the tunnel.

But what I really want to say is 'thank you' for being so open and authentic with you express the challenges that you too experience, as it can feel like a lonely place to be. I'm sure I am not alone in finding comfort in the fact it's not only me, or some kind of failing on my part, and a timely reminder from someone further along their soul's path than I am on mine makes it feel so much less personal and helps me remember the bigger perspectve that this is 'just' another element of the forging of soul.

I am so please you have found the perfect place for the new Openhand HQ - I can really empathisise with the disruption, not to mention the hole in the tooth with no time to get it fixed (me too!).

Namaste

Pam