To me, it is normal every day to feel differently as every new day brings new energy. But sometimes I find myself in some weird state, like today - the consciousness feels like it is "spilled out" and cannot gather itself into any particular action.

The best way to describe it would be drawing a parallel with the water, it doesn't have any specific shape, but it may depend on the container holding a specific shape or capacity. If you remove that container the water spills out and spreads everywhere. And so does the consciousness - it feels something like that, being spread everywhere, touching everything it reaches, but it cannot gather itself for any particular action. It feels like an absence of any spark or impulse. Curious to watch how the mind is affected by that - in the background, it knows that it needs to do certain things, it knows what needs to be done, but at the same time as if it doesn't know what to do, or it is tough to force the beingness to do anything. It feels a bit challenging when it happens during the working day.

The thing is that the water even without a container, doesn't disappear. It may stay shapeless for some time and then it would just change its form (evaporate or soak into the surface). I guess this could be an answer for the consciousness, to look for the next form it wants to take on, or for something new to emerge out of the stillness. I can't yet imagine how this might manifest itself in the context of this (3D) world or what qualities of beingness it may unleash. To me it just happens, it comes without pre-notifying. Could that be that such experiences are influenced by some changes in the field?

Anyone can resonate with this? Any reflections are welcome.

Photo above: New Seeds of Consciousness; Photo below: Undefined Realities

PS. I like the photography because you can see the reality through the camera lens in a different way. You can see something defined as less defined, if you wanted. Also, you can change the reality and play with the reality that you see. It’s like an art of being.

With love 💎

Asya