Thank you for that synchronous article !

I am struggling in relationships . I have just emerged from an overtly physically and verbally abusive relationship. And am now in a another kinder relationship. I find myself in many of the dynamics that you are delineating. As also in the wish to just run away from it all. The last relationship has left me with such deep self doubt that I am continually feeling into myself and having to validate my own feelings on a day to day basis . It mirrors perfectly my childhood of course

It's an exercise in persistence and I have a lot of resistence as well. Just this morning I had an interesting loving conversation with my significant other where I gently and expansively suggested that he uses his profession to define himself to the degree that he is avoiding his own emotional self.

I have also made a significant improvement in my diet .This too has been as a result and in conjunction with watching my own energy . A predominantly raw diet feels so good ! A combination of this persistence with keeping my attention INTERNAL a lot of the times ,validating my own experience and being truthful in relationship is making me feel like I'm in a sort of emergence .

Something new and beautiful is coming alive in me .

Thank you for this synchronous article !

Megha