Good morning from Planet Earth, beloved Openhanders. First off, I want you to know that I had all the raging symptoms of Covid19 this past December. Middle of the night with no way to contact any of my family for help.  Far too weak to move, such impaired breathing that even a call for help was impossible.  My entire body was aflame with pain.  With exhausting struggle I managed to reach a bottle of CBD water soluable beside my bed, unscrew the dropper and squirt 3 dropperfuls into my mouth. Exhausted and very painful process. I knew I was going to die that night because breathing was nearly impossible. I also knew that this was "the virus " which hit me with no warning. It was full-out. The headache felt like the worst migraine ever which I used to have but have not in 10 years. Very gradually the CBD began doing its job....reducing inflammation and the pain began to lessen enough for me to sleep. Death was still foremost in my mind and I was fine with that. I had already put everything in place for my children. Legal and directives and they each had a copy of it. No problem.

After awhile I was awakened again with a jolt but this time I felt the virus leave my body. It was as though some invisible force has a giant magnet and was extracting the virus cell by cell.  In a few minutes it was all over.  Breathing returned to normal, and my immune system was in full process. The next day I was tired, but up  and dressed and functioning. I knew that I was developing an immunity to the virus and all of its mutations and would continue to do so as long as I remained vigilant as to what is healthy for me and what is not. The rest of December was spent in a self imposed quarentine/retreat. I had much to process from this experience, which had lasted only a few hours in the middle of one night.  I do know the virus is not a hoax. It is very very real. But it felt like it was also a spiritual assault or perhaps one from a different orientation of beings from elsewhere.  Wearing a mask is effective only because people are told and believe that it is.  Certainly the same holds true for social distancing and washing your hands all the time. But a virus is airborne and surrounds all of us.  A missing piece in all this is stress, and unsettling caused by karma, by poor nutritional habits, by pollution, by what we ingest mentally physically spiritually, and by our disconnect from nature. Our frantic lifestyles  in pursuit of goals that are often ridiculously meaningless is killing us softly. The call to each of us is to further awaken to be more that we think we are. And to love and embrace more than we ever thought possible.as John Wesley once said long ago "to do all we can, whenever we can, wherever we can, to whom ever we can " staying connected to the Divinicus Source within each of us. 

Namaste

Sandra Zarins