I gravitated toward Openhand initially, as I had some psychic detritus to process. Openhand reminded me of a Spider in a web in the early days, if I'm honest. The videos would speak of such softness, kindness and community. Then when you posted, it was humiliating, hurtful, I'd go so far as to say re-traumatising, not just for me. That's what fascinated me about it, witnessing the transactions, it simply fascinated me, as have many other shadows. I was also over in the SouthWest for three years studying Counselling and Psychoanalysis in Bristol, so I hung out in Glastonbury. I was a way down the path of awakening, awakening senses and perceptions, that give rise to numerous abilities. I don't know anyone from here personally, but from what I gather from videos and so on, I am the antithesis of the Openhander, in every possible way. It's like a sharp suit on Glastonbury High Street, it doesn't belong. And that was me hurting myself. I wanted to belong to a community, I thought I needed to belong to a community. But I found myself an outsider, on the road to becoming an Individual. I check in every few years of late, and it feels like meeting an old friend. No harm done.