I have recently been fed up, annoyed and really dont have the will to live. im at a dead end point in my life. i wasted 7 years of marriage on someone who wasnt mine and that really hurts more than having the children it hurts to see the eyes of betrayal from the one who meant the world. i just cant live like this it has mentally, emotionally and physically broken me how much is one person supposed to take because i cant anymore look at my children and carry on like im fine but i really am not i hate myself for being in this position i allowed myself to get broken by the hands that were supposed to be there for me and always take care of me. im shattered i feel suicidal i dont know who to turn to. Nobody i dont have anybody there for me. How can one person make you feel like this.