I went for a walk outside the ashram. The first thing I noticed was another dead rat on the ground. Could it be speaking that Ra is losing its hold? When we initially came here, there was strong synchronicitic confirmation of a maternal energy in relation to Ra holding the construct in place. The maternal energy has withdrawn to a degree within the last month and feels like an opening.

There are a couple of huge ancient trees outside the campus, and I was feeling a deep connection with them. A few goats walked past me, filling me with profound joy. On the road, I saw a few cows walking with their mouths covered. I saw the main guard killing a snake. There was a sadness in how life is treated in this reality. It could be speaking to how full authentic expression is not yet welcome.

A tank high on a roof named "Supreme," and guy with a filter in his hand, spoke about how the expression could be coming through a karmic filter. A few miles down the road, I saw a canal dried of water, a huge pipe, and four black helmets discarded. I know I'm confronting some rigidity in the mind in regard to expression.

I have gotten a real liking for this place. Peacocks roam through this place all the time, sometimes doing their dance, which is a joy to watch.

I'm reading a moving book - 40 rules of love about the extraordinary relationship between Rumi and Shams of Tabriz. I'm inspired by the character Shams, who can speak his truth and doesn't give a rats ass who is listening, king or a beggar, it's all the same to him. That is somebody who has embodied true fearlessness - something I wish to cultivate more.

Vimal 🙏