Dear Dagmar ,

Something that you have shared has set off a sadness within me too . I too am able to feel deeply into losing children and the resultant grief. I have not lost my own child but I have been by the side of many many parents in that position. There is a deep grief within me that strengthens my resolve to do as best as I can even if it's often only palliative care .

A child in my care has been diagnosed with a rare genetic condition. The last few days we have been talking if the Intervetion and genetic distortion .The genetic report came in on Diwali ( the festival of lights which is also the night of the new moon) . She has unremitting seizures and has been admitted with me for the last two months - I am completely unable to help her and have had to make peace with that fact. I have strong waves of energy running through my crown chakra for about the same time. I am sending her home soon after we put in a tube to help her feed. And recently I helped 'save' a child with liver failure due to a deadly virus called dengue. ( We lost a boy.with similar illness) . She also has her brain affected.

I'm not sure how this weaves together or why I am sharing. It just does somehow. I know it but my brain can't seem to grasp what exactly .

Lots of love to you !

Megha