Hi Megha,

It's a heartfelt and powerful experience - thanks from the bottom of my heart for sharing it here.

One of the things I'm noticiing a lot lately in the Openhand course gatherings, is the sense of frustration (and pent up rage) within plenty of women. Often it's to do with how the distorted ray 1 masculine energy has surpessed the divine feminine (and other more vulnerable life, as in your experience). But I'd say that there's something crucial to illuminate that emerges from many of the experiences I've encountered...

It's not so much that the divine feminine has been surpressed, but the divine masculine within gentle women. I witness that often there is a retraction from the masculine when in controlling distorted form, and it's almost like there's a fear of expressing the masculine in themselves - because of what it might do. This tends to build frustration and rage. The key is to express the anger, to let it out, and then the aligned masculine energy will come through - purposeful and creative. And furthermore, often its the breakthrough of the divine masculine energy, which then gives space for the divine feminine to hold space. For sure it's a fascinating juxtaposition.

Do you sense that something like this happened for you?

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