It was indeed a fabulous and beautiful experience to connec this way with so many people from all over the place. I experienced something I wanted to share as it was quite poignant for me.

Over the last few years one of my children has been going through extreme pain off and on. When it comes on, it can last weeks and months. Each time, I go through a deep process...this time I have been feeling intense pressure in the heart..like it was being squeezed in a vice. THere is an enormous sense of responsibility that I feel in relation to my child's wellness. Each time this issue presents, I try everything under the sun to get to the "root" of it...every alternative and mainstream "solution". As it goes on, it gradually pulls me into my need to fix it and then in seeing that I start accepting more what is, yet the need doesn't completely go..I am still in this moment greatly hanging onto the sense that I have the ability to support him in unravelling this. There is a truth in this.

So today, in our webinar, as we went into our tightness, this was the issue weighing on me. It took me right into the deep sense of powerlessness I feel to keep him well - to even keep him alive. Awareness touched that energy in the solar plexus - there was a lot of emotion around this. I began to see how I can truly be of service to him...not by needing him to get better, but by letting him have his experience and supporting him in that. I do sense that I have not completely worked through this...the responsibility, the powerlessness and need for me to keep him healthy.

However, right after the webinar, I received an email...his pain is gone - he feels great! After 5 weeks!

I don't feel that it's resolved inside me, but I did see this as encouragement that unravelling my need to have any control over his path - even if it's in illness/pain supports his unravelling as well.

Big love to you all!

Jen