Following story captures a part of my journey that can be described as healing the Sirius karma, and working with this archetype within. The conditions in the ´world out there´, and all of the shenanigans within the society, brought even clearer to me this feeling of shortcoming cataclysm. Even though it is a part of my reason for being here at this moment in time - to carry forth this message - living in the times of simultaneous implementation of great purification, felt to be awakening some ancient memories, deeply stored in my psyche.

In order to tune into the nature of current reality, where it is abundantly clear that global pandemic is governed in a way to enslave the true spirit of humanity, my wish was to see how can I internally connect to this sense of manipulation, where might the sense of ´superiority complex´and taking advantage of someone who is more fragile, originate in me?

*Facing the collapse of the planetary system (which became known to me as Sirius B) my attention was drawn into the feeling of pure despair. In screaming pain of agony, I was witnessing sudden demise of civilisation. Dispersion of myself happened on various planes - how could I even find myself back again? I heard myself wandering. The answer appears to be Earth, planet of staggering proportions of light, yet having some issues with anchoring it into the planetary field. The wish for interaction was mutual - I needed a place, where I can retrieve my sense of Self and Earth needed someone to assist in the process of crystallization.*

Eons later, I would find myself writing this message in the form of a human being, the child of Earth itself. As I was merging with it´s essence it was of immaculate importance to find myself in the embodied version of the life form there. Once again, I´m in position, where planetary grid is shifting it´s form towards a reality that is step closer towards an actual form of a light-body. and call for crystallization of ´higher densities´is in place. In order to navigate shift towards new way of being a call goes out to humanity, the open hand of benevolence has never been offered so directly to Us. How can I grasp it this time?

I would still be missing some insights in order to transpire the transition, that can harmoniously support all sentient life shifting towards new way of being. It has become clear to me that inflection point has been reached and journey to higher dimensions awaits. Without perpetuating the status quo and risking another explosive environment, I was contemplating about the energy that is still clinging to it´s agenda and wanting to derail 'organic unraveling' of the upcoming shift. In midst one of my journeys into the unknown, ´free-whilling sessions in nature, I was tuning into it´s essence once more...

Feeling of split hit once again. Witnessing two streams of energy; one strongly pulling me upwards into the lighter and expanded version of myself. Yet there was another - the sense of body/physical being left out behind almost starting to panic. How can I make it through what´s there to follow? The ecstatic feeling of expansion, became deadly painful, it felt like being torn apart and I was wondering how can I reconnect again. Anyhow, it seems that unraveling is close, after all there was a part of me witnessing the experience. Through awareness of my human self, I was able to recognize two initital streams of energy navigating my life at the moment. One that was drawing me to the ´temptations of various experience of the physical´, most commonly described as the sinful snake. On the other hand, there was this sense of higher dimensions - my own Soul, blended with various energies in the field - some of which still felt distorted.

I didn´t need to wait long, in order to find out more. Some days later, I was swimming in the lake and starting to feel that my ´landscape´ is becoming increasingly multidimensional . Finding a place, where I could hold on to something, I was diving again deeply into field.

This time I was seeing how a pain of a lost civilization, has been recreating the rippling effect of interdimensional shift, throughout various times. If the Universe can´t make it for us, we will do it for ourselves. Always re-creating the exact same conditions of almost reaching the heavenly land, dissapearing just in front of the horizon in a massive cataclysm. Looking deeply into the eyes of itself, I was able to recognize the pain of loosing the planet and control of itself. There was this sense of sorrow and heartbreak - to the benevolent mission, that was in charge of delivering message and navigating the shift at that point in time. It was at this point, that I was able to forgive myself - for the mission that hasn´t been accomplished. This opened a doorway, so that unraveling can happen more naturally. No one needs to take the process of planetary ascension upon Oneself, and try to fix it single-handed.

I want to bring story back to the present moment of now, and summarize how it is playing out in the moment. Appreciating the gift that this page is offering, the invitation is there once again for me to verbalize the language of energies in the field. Feeling a deep resonance with the group setting at current terrestrial gathering, I am grateful to be able to read daily reflections - supporting my own process. Reading reflections about the process that emerged in the group (Annunaki&Anshar), the pieces of puzzle are falling together.

To me the energy that was described as Anshar is in big way represented as distorted version of some energies originating from the `Sirius shift´ described above in my story. The closest I´ve come to them in my current lifetime has been through so called PAT (planetary ascension team). Anyone wanting to dwelve deeper in the topic, might easily find it online. I have been aware of this group for some time, which helped me to blend more with it´s agenda and recognize my own sense of manipulation and control. It´s operating in very sophisticated way and proclaimed sense of self-righteousness. Applying the sense of superiority that plays out on every nuance of fear, that might be stored within oneself. The implants in my field, that I´ve became aware of, were sophisticated and it takes a great deal of conscious observation in order to work on removing them.

For the moment I need to be honest about all of the energies, archetypes in my narrative. They are a part of me, to some extent at least. As my wish to realign this aspects within myself, the spirit of fox is coming strongly to me. If one posses the skills of manipulating the reality to some degree, how can they be used in accordance with nature (toroidal flow itself).

The synchronicity of the moment speaks clearly to me - as a part of myself is wandering in the ´quantum space´, sharing it´s narrative on the virtual platform and in my human form, I am ´stuck in the foreign country´as my car has broken down. The problem is simple - the connection tool between the gear and handle to shift the gears is damaged. And it has stuck in the 3rd gear. How about, being stuck in the 3D? my car (which to me represents so called ´light body´) is speaking to me...

I feel I am stuck with a reason - just to acknowledge the moment of unraveling of my beingness from the 3D perspective of my human self. The time is ripe for me, anyhow I am frozen in the space together with my partner, which might be called vacation from the very social setting. This is the ultimate story of Love, as some call it.

It all seems just at the point of time, when the actual journey of unraveling begins. What´s converging for me are years of healing the ancestral story of my lineage, tapping into the galactic heritage of my interdimensional journeys, tuning into the frequency of my ´Soul group` as the feeling sense of lightness and beauty. On that note, it feels like I am parking my ´cosmic vehicle´ on the welcome shores of Openhand. It seems as a nice way to find a spot to recharge, as the true capacity of my being from the energetical point of view is just about to take place.

As my ´holidays´ are finishing, and I will be traveling back to my earthly sense of home, the reflections of true Home are stronger again. The forest house, that was literally built by taking the things in my own hands, seems like a proper invitation in order to re-align the Ánshar energies´ within myself. I feel it´s time for some work on the cosmic infrastructure of our planetary setting and spiritual facilitation in assisting fellow human beings in transition. Let us merge in crystallizing new grid together, so that the sentient life of the current planetary setting, can safely land in the freshly-made structure of the planetary field. New Earth awaits.

My message, that is landing on the virtual platform, wishing that it can aspire a heartfelt re-alligning taking place for anyone coming across. As the feeling sense of connection is established in the ether, it feels like: Some day we´ll meet "in person". I am looking forward to this day.

Wishing joyful days to everyone, let the the following Lion´s gate bring some miracles to all.