Interesting thread indeed (this and below with Tilly, Andy and Vimal)! I feel to share a confrontation I experienced Tuesday that I would say is probably the first in which I stayed fully in presence. It felt amazing!

In the last few years, I kept my interactions to a minimum. And I always felt vulnerable when dealing with others, always afraid of something spiking, so I literally avoided confrontation.

In the last 2-3 months, there has been a major shift in my consciousness, I am finally fully committed to this path and I carefully nourish and groom my vibration. I have started engaging with people in the local spiritual community and have met some really interesting humans.

I have invited one of these recent friends (let’s call her J) to come visit my place and enjoy my forest. She asked if she could bring a friend (let’s call her A). A “highly galactic” friend, she added. I accepted. But the moment I saw A., I knew this was going to be a challenging evening. Clearly this was a very hard, very closed, dense and distorted energy, confrontational (black snake comes to mind). A. looked at me like I was an adversary she was ready to strike at and devour from the moment she got here, when I greeted her with a big welcoming smile and hug. Though I wondered what on earth could have compelled J. to bring her to me, I decided not to pose judgment and let her make the first move. But I raised my guard, no fear, just raised awareness. I was called to just sit and talk, to understand the dynamics of this. Turns out A. leads CE5 meditations (the Steven Greer stuff) in the area and I could tell my new friend J. was looking up to her and almost walking on eggshells around her. Then came the talk about the ET where A. STATED that they were all benevolent. When I politely said that it was not my truth or experience, and provided some arguments to challenge her own, I saw her energy flare and she literally raised her voice and started trying to dominate me and impose her truth as THE truth in the exchange. Instead of feeling destabilized by this attack though, I was just observing it and being quite fascinated by it. Since this is one of the core principles of my spirituality never to do that to anyone, I guess it was particularly obvious to me and I just raised an energetic hand in front of her that was a resounding stop (Neo stopping bullets in the Matrix came to mind). And as she wanted to know what my experiences were (so she could invalidate them), I said: “I see no point in continuing this exchange. I perceive no opening on your side to have a balanced discussion. You are trying to impose your truth on me and that will never work so why should I share any of my experiences with you?”

It completely deflated her energy. I remained pleasant throughout dinner, but we did not move from that table and I offered none of the fun activities we had planned. The forest was closed. After a while, A. “apologized” saying that she is sorry, she knows she has a strong energy and she has made me uncomfortable earlier. I could not believe how she had twisted the truth again to meet her truth that “she is powerful”. So I very calmly replied: “Powerful energies don’t make me uncomfortable. But you tried to dominate me with your energy and this I will never accept, so I merely put a stop to it.” I am not sure this registered in her. I am not sure how J. even saw this as I could tell all night how she was under the influence and governance of A. I haven’t heard from her since. Maybe I lost this new friend.

This was a profoundly enlightening and empowering evening. For the first time in such a situation, I stayed in presence, in my power, calm and unyielding. It felt so right. They left, I saged my place. I felt deeply at peace. Upon reflecting on this situation, I suppose I should not be surprised such an event occurred. Humbly, I realize that my light currently shines brighter and steadier than ever and I am meeting a lot more people. I was bound to face intervention in this way eventually and it is likely not the last time. But they should know better than coming to my forest to try and challenge me. 😏