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Thank you Open for illuminating the Kundalini process and how that relates to the emergence of soul flow through karmic 'stuckness'. I have an issue around the balance of service, helping and supporting others around me, while at the same time being aware of when this tips over into a disempowering excess, of giving more than is needed and finding myself out of balance. There are some potential roots to this. My mothers tendency to be a good samaritan and help all and sundry to the best of her ability was doubtless fueled in part by her fervent catholicism, maybe in alignment with bible reading and deferrence to priests and nuns. Maybe those behaviours spilled into programmed behaviours, not heart felt, directed by authentic flow and hence disempowering. I wonder if a healthy dose of Ra energy, as a consequence, has at some point enwrapped me in a servile tendency, or its simply a genetic expression. There may be a hint of seeking external validation. The fear of judgement is thus distracted by an excess of service. When I feel into it, there is a genuine, powerful drive to protect, support and serve which extends to working with groups to form powerful, cohesive and coherent energy. But where this is my essence looking for expression or a karmic distortion is not completely clear to me. I expect that continuing the inner work will unravel and illuminate, but your comments would be welcome.

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