Hi Open,

I have found in recent weeks that very little of my own stuff has been coming up at all so the possibility of over-emotionality at crunch points on the path hasn’t landed with me. Perhaps there’s an element I’m not seeing.
However, I’ve been holding the enquiry and have identified a spiritual identity as a result.

I considered how, when working with groups such as at the ascension exchanges this past weekend, I feel overwhelming emotions that feel like they need to be expressed. At times, it almost feels like I have no choice in the matter - the emotion is coming out whether I like it or not.
So I’ve sat with the over-emotionality of situations like this. What came up for me was an identity around being ‘the person who feels things’ such as groups and other field-level things.

The sense is that without being able to feel these things, who am I? And if I let this go, what then? Who am I then?

I also don’t know if this is connected - I can’t see how - but I’m seeing animal transports and animal feed trucks everywhere. It feel significant. Perhaps a reflection of the old construct?

The old construct is certainly being highlighted in the sense of my identification with it… I saw a truck this morning with a bright yellow cab with the word ‘construct’ plastered over the front! Can’t get much clearer than that!

Thanks again

Nikki 🙏