16/12/2025 Shift Insight: Distintegration

We're in that phenomenal 12:12 - 21:12 portal, that of death and rebirth. Let's own it, honour it.

To my mind, there's still too much building up going on in the spiritual mainstream - trying to attain this place or that; trying to be fulfilled; happy; in love n light. Ultimately, it's self-defeating and delusional, because it all keeps you from the one place you really need to go: the absoluteness of nothing - no thing.

Enlightenment is not a building up process, but a breaking down one: all of the pre-concepts, the ideas, beliefs, conditioning, training and programming must go.

All of the inner structures, the constructs, and the teachings must be released (Openhand is NOT a teaching!)

Everything you wished for, hoped for, and desired, all dreams, aspirations, and goals must be dissolved, to truly find the welcome shores of absolution.

I'm currently camping out on the rugged Dartmoor. It's cold, bleak, dark and raining constantly. The driving rain batters my small camper from side to side. And it's absolutely perfect for... Disintegration.

I've just completed 2 hard years completing and remastering the 5D Ascension Series of books. Most days started at around 1 am, writing through the night, before the regular 'day-job' of Openhand began. Many times I've hit exhaustion through sleep deprivation. Why continue? The only answer that ever came was: Why not? What should stop the soul from doing such? Nothing.

The mind rejected many times, so did the body and emotions. But there's a time to forge through - to render them a willing tool of the spirit.

So this was done. But now it's time to unwind, to release, to let go... Let go of all hopes and desires about where it will all go, or not go. To let go of all dreams and aspirations.

I call it 'disintegration'. Everything must break down
into the simple abode of the singularity.

Your time will come to hit that point - where everything seems to be failing and falling apart. That's perfect - let it! Keep breaking down everything you built up, inside yourself. Keep doing it, until you find yourself simply resting in awareness - the absolute rock bottom of nothing.

It's in this place you discover the real meaning of life; the real spark that lights you up from the inside.

Disintegration - don't fear it, but embrace it. Let it break apart all precepts and concepts, all false plateaus, all dreams, hopes and desires. The place you'll find, will become your one true friend.

Last night, out on the barren moors, with the wind and the rain howling, as all inner constructs were disintegrating inside and I hit the beauty of rock bottom, this song came whistling into me on the wind, from my Twin Flame (yours will meet you there too). I felt to share it with you all... To me, it sings perfectly into the absolute freedom and awesome beauty of disintegration (listen to the lyrics - pure majesty)...

Disintegrative Blessings

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