God Megha I know what you are going through. The littlest provocation - whether real or just imagined - would just catalyse these massive anger spikes in me. On this very thread the other day when I was in the midst of one of those states, Open reached out in support and signed off with a thumbs up:

There with you

Open

... except I was already seeing red, and what I actually perceived was:

There with you

Open

And just seeing that little (completely imaginary) sun emoji pissed me off so much it set me into a deeper layer of processing. It was only on the other side when I realized my error and had a good laugh at my own ridiculousness.

Snarl away. Those pillows don't stand a chance. Beat them into submission. Here's another if you need it.

With you,

Paul