Thank you Open. But beyond a point theres not a lot else you can do. Violating your sense of inner flow is like walking backwards, it feels sort of akward and unatural. Not that I don't keep trying unaligned stuff, but its like that yuck feeling when you've tasted something nasty. In the flow ( or should I say, my flow), I realised retrospectively that some truly awesome things happened when I just got on with it, got stuck in almost without thinking. My name being called out in a packed plane and then moved to the only clear 3 chairs. A shuttle bus driver stopping, getting out, walking down the road and offering to take a diversion to where I was going waiving the usual fee. And I'm not asking for any of this stuff. So, shattering in many regards, yes. But then, at times, the universe seems to provide a valet of its own in a silk waistcoat. 'This way sir'. Reasonable trade I'd say. Namaste.