There have been massive changes in the way a main person in my life is being. He is coming into a deeper sense of himself apart from me which is so positive and powerful, however its unleashing an intensity of energy through him that feels to me like it wants to push push push, fast and intense with very little sensitivity. It's the constant "devils advocate" energy questioning my way of being, calling me closed minded and utopian. I am expressing that I feel an energy of judgement and attack underneath the inquiry and inviting the conversation to slow down and to honor both of our truths. It's helping me to stand in my own in the face of intensity, though I feel a defensiveness arise and have work to do with that. I find myself feeling strongly that there is nothing I need to justify or explain.

An energy that has been overly compromising has become more catalytic but there is distortions in it too... I see a lot of reflections here for me but on a feeling level there is destabilizing, uncertainty and what feels like things going from blended to polarized.