Yesterday in synchronicity with Avalon, I headed out to the creek for karma deconstruction. Earlier that morning I had a moment of intense tightness when I couldn't find the dogs and went into this auto-pilot fear. I wanted to unravel that. As I walked by the barn, a dragonfly hovered in the air right in front of my eyes; making sure that I could see her. Dragonfly: the messenger of illusion and change.

I headed to the wildflower section of the big pasture: camomile, native grasses, blooming thistle. And then I saw them: scores of butterflies, maybe 100 or more. I have never seen so many at one time. Everywhere I looked there were butterflies and as they moved from flower to flower and took flight I felt the essence of being a flower myself, waiting for a butterfly to share the nectar.

Butterfly: the messenger of transformation. I stood among the wildflowers for a long time, and then noticed on one thistle head were four butterflies: one each in the four directions. I knew then there was some powerful spiritual alchemy going on around the world; an alignment. I started to unravel.

By the time I got to the creek, I felt the karma of lifetimes' experiences of separation. I wept, but I knew it wasn't fully released. I had only touched it. Last night I wept again while reading a book about the orcas in captivity: the separation of young whales from their families.

And then this morning when I walked out to the garden the first sunflower had opened its head...and then the big piece of the karma was revealed: the lifetimes spent disconnected from my soul: in a way "separated". Ah-ha.

I can only imagine the amazing magic in Avalon this weekend!

And Catherine, from one ancient crone to another: I'm right with you, sister!

tigger