Dear Erica,
You said:
“We are not the reaction nor the intentional choice.. We are what precedes all then I feel to use the body as an expression for the energy that arises as in this earth form we are free to express within each moment defined as the Seven Rays of Divine Impulse.”

Your words reminded me that we are eternal and timeless. There is really no urgency or need to fix anything. I do however feel such a strong drive to push myself and explore the tapestry of the human experience. I sometimes think (mind speaking here) that perhaps I should be more contemplative, sit still more and empty the mind, but this is NOT me. The emotions feel like movements of raw energy, everything is so close to the surface now. I feel the fragments of my soul pulling me towards them and into the experience. Something is different now though. The circumstances present me with a choice now, where there was one option before.

You said:
“(…) allowing the rays to burst forth depending upon the energy generated. To be sensitive to feel the impulse but not judge. To feel the boundary of the unseen that comes into the field, to remain open and true”

Ah, there is such a richness of expression! Thank you for these words. My heart is filled with gratitude for the awareness of choice and the vulnerability and freedom that comes with it. It’s been really challenging to go beyond ray one, this exploding fire, the dominating presence, jumping into action. There are trying times ahead of me and with that comes a tremendous opportunity to soar. I’m taking a step each day with a trepidation and even greater incurable curiosity. :-)

Oh my GOD, it's going to be big, I know that.

M.