This feels very liberating. Not expecting everything to go your way. Not even needing it to. To just flow with the divine. I wasted most of my life being afraid of being hurt or embarrassed, insulted or ignored. Waiting till everything was just so, so I would be impermeable to pain. Of course it never worked as all I did was hide from myself anyway. To be as you say awesomely ok with how things are and simply observe rather than force or control, and gradually let go of ego reactions. To be so present with SELF that the right action rises up in any situation, "good" or "bad". To see that there is no good or bad, only deeper knowing. Now that sounds like a way to live. My heart thrills at the thought of such freedom. Thank you for the guidance🙏❤️