Ah ha when I read 'hoping to catch his eye' back it felt like it came alive. And now as I reply I feel a degree of sadness for humanity...for myself and how I wish there was more open hearted engaging in the world, in my world. It feels sad how somebody could sit so close, begin to smoke in my space and not once look or engage with me...hmmm ok so there is an aspect of me that is probably being ignored.

I have some homework (non-grasping of course).

Thanks for the attuned feedback Open, I now remember feeling momentary sadness in the middle of the experience and popping back out of it within a split second.