There is a doorway
A gateway to the soul
Where truth resides
Already complete and whole

Fear masks this doorway to our own liberation
Fear that blocks us from expressing the highest of truths
Fear that blinds us to accept things less than we are worth
Material bargains that bind us to illusionary realities
What if we burst the bubble of our conditioning?
What if we dared to confront the feelings?

What if we followed our soul?

Completely, unreservedly, expressing, fully
Bravely stepping out into the world
No longer afraid of what awaits us
Just outside of our comfort zone
No longer bargaining the material for the soul
Just allowing what feels right in the core of our being
To flow freely from us
No judgment at all

Grow beyond my own self?
Evolve through the darkness
A catalyst to Self?
Can I observe my self fully?
Without judging a thing
To release eons of burdens
Let go of it all?

Sometimes its only when completely shattered
So tired of it all
Body aching all over
I am forced to let go
Let go of the worry and strife
Let go of the outcome
Be just ok, with whatever comes…

Only then attachments release
The heart and soul they burst open
A truly authentic path emerges from the ashes
From each small death within
To who or what I thought I was
By accepting all parts of my experience
Letting go of what no longer serves
I find my true self radiating forth
Ever stronger than before
But in the gap in the emptiness of it all
There is just a huge space
‘I am’ nothing at all
So who is asking these questions?
In the moment of that space
The empty space where there is nothing at all?
As I type these words now
From where do they flow?
The ego, the soul
The observer of it all?

What if, What if
I am that which precedes soul
What does this mean
The soul a doorway to nothing
‘I am’ nothing, no one
An experience of everything?
An experience of nothing?
AS ONE

My head spins with confusion
Something tries to cling on
To hold form in the formless
Afraid, must hold on
Holding on to emptiness
A paradox of words
The words just a doorway to nothingness
To beyond the space where everything is born