Thanks Open,

Yeah that makes sense, not just observe it but soften into it, merge with it as best I can, I've never actually taken that approach before.. I've been open to it from the witnessing perspective, neutrally aware of it, but never actually had the intention of unifying with it at the feeling level.. I am dong this as I type, it's a subtle but real difference.. so now, all trauma and convulsing is not just something I must observe with detachment, but something I must also merge with, soften into with my body so to speak.. Makes perfect sense, and feels perfectly right as a way to assist my lifeforce to unite with lost aspects of itself, thanks for this important realization!

I have no clue about my possible Sirius connection, lol, interesting indeed.. certainly with such things I agree one should take only what resonates, I appreciate that you felt called to share this..I have no knowledge of my past lives,all I can say is it sounds pretty fascinating..

Thanks for taking time on your travels to reply, have a blessed day :)