Hi Open,

Recently, after doing this meditation, I had an experience with an entity I haven’t encountered before. I am familiar with the reptiles and the “greys”, but this was a different kind.

It didn’t happen directly after the meditation, but rather in an open meditation the day after. At first, I had the experience of opening my body up, kind of like cracking a shell open, and peeking out. There was a feeling of lightness and freedom at first, and I felt as if it were me, pushing the shell open and looking out. However, as the experience progressed, the consciousness I experienced as myself kind of split and I felt an energetic separation, as if something stepped out of my physical backside out into field around me. As this happened, I saw the image and felt the energy of a being literally stepping out of my body. What I saw can be described as a giant grasshopper or praying mantis, but upright and more humanoid in form. I felt it was more connected to the grey energy rather than the reptilian, but honestly, I have no idea.

One thing that was clear though, was that I didn’t feel like, or was supposed to have any communication with this entity. In my previous encounters with other entities, there has always been some form of communication with the entity. Usually, a need or desire for me to help it somehow. But this felt very different. This being did not need or want my help and I have no idea why it was there or what it was doing. All I could do was ask the angelic realm to deal with it, but I received no further information as to the purpose of it.

Afterwards, I felt very unsettled and a few hours later, I felt the Matrix, through the judgment of the people around me, ambushing and cornering me into a very tight space. I have been anticipating this “battle” with the Matrix ever since I had a significant breakthrough a few weeks ago. Previously, I’ve always felt as if I was battling with myself, my own issues, but for the first time in my evolution, I can actually distinguish an energy field around me, that is fighting to keep me constricted and contracted.

I’m not in the clear as to how the giant grasshopper is connected to all of this, but I’m tired of feeling like an odd fictional character in my own sci-fi series, as I have no one to share these experiences with and reflect the truth of them back to me. So if you, Open, or anybody else out there knows anything about big alien mantises, please take me on board your spaceship and share your experiences and/or guidance with me. 🙏🏻

Anastasia